this feeling is coming back..
I hate myself. I swear. To think about the fact that i've moved on from him. I just cant. I'm still stuck here, and now its worst i guess. Because Im still with Michele. Its like, everytime I look at him, feelings.. real feelings comes back. And when Im with Michele. I dont know, I guess. Its a crush kinda feeling. This sucks, I dont know what im feeling at all. I know, this could be all of a sudden to suddenly have feelings for wenwei again but its not. Guess, I didnt truly let go of him. I just claimed as though I am, but I'm not. Still, no matter what. I wont give up on my relationship because of my doubts. Im just in the middle, I dont know what to do AT ALL. I wanna let go of michele, But i know it wont be worth it. But to think that him is all i ever think about is worst. Even Fatimah was like " See la this girl, Michele always think about her everyday and she thinks about wenwei instead " hais. I dont know what i feel, I dont understand myself either. Seri