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My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room.

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I truly don't. I used to be this whole different person. 26th September 2017 It's our 4th monthsary. I was looking forward to it. I couldn't wait to see him after class to spend our day together. The day turned out to be chaotic, but he fixed it by coming back. After our day, he talked about his feelings. I understood every bit he was saying, but I didn't had the guts to say a thing. My mind was filled with so many words and explanations, but I couldn't. & If I said this to him, he'll go "Malays all the same, it has always been that way" but truly, I wish he could see it though.  He expressed about his unhappiness. He was unhappy with us.  He told me that the quality of love he feels is deteriorating for but he will still love me. What if I told him, I feel the same? I don't feel at ease, but if I did. He'll ask "okay, why?", self-pity he'll say. "You're just saying this because you got no other respo