Dear diary,

Thursday, 1st December 2011 HeyHi. Omg. HappyBirthdayMummy. Anyways, this past few months has been real tough for me but I can manage it through. Well with some help of course. hehe. I guess, Im finally over those two idiots. Yay! But I wont be surprised if the feelings ever comes back though. Cant believe he's been mingling but no girl want him. bluek. Jiahwee just found out this, The girls he likes doesnt want him, but the girls he used to like all want him back. okay ew, I dont wanna be one of them. He went to korea, oh okay. dayum. And I cant believe he asked everyone else for their contact number except for me... wait no i dont care. Anyways, Shaziq. I saw his tweet. " I fucking miss you bestfriend :( " ooooo. wonder who's his new bestfriend. okay wait noooooooo. Im not suppose to give a fuck about any of this anymore. Cause, all I want now is to finally be happy and to finally move on.. well lets take it slow. I've been saying that for like 2730183012 times ...

Eh bestfriend! We used to be like that eh? You pushing me around, 'bullying' me. I 'bullying' you and you get pushed around. The stupid MRT games we used to play, and look at us now. Strangers. For good. Thursday, 3rd November 2011 Early in the morning, woke up. Head to polyclinic with parents for injection. Went to eat breakfast with them at Bedok South with parents then met up with Ifaaf at her place since it was near. Texted bby since shes wide awake. Met her up in school, Chit chat and shit. Till we saw salman, Hes a damn stalker. hehehe, Helped out with her letter. Salman was sitting on the bench like some bangla whistling to himself. Time strike twelve, bby damn kiasu and excited for the resulrs. Wee. We all got into 302! Me, Jiahwee, Ifaaf & Amirah. I got the subject combinations i want, so time to work hard. POA, Biology, Art, Geography. YAY! Amin. Checked his name, whoa. He's in 312, Smart ass. Bestf? couldnt find out till i got home, and he said 311....