Dear diary,

"THEY SAY TO BE YOURSELF, BUT WHEN YOU DO. THEY JUDGE YOU."  Saturday, 15 June 2013 Y'know after thinking a lot and constantly crying-yourself-to-sleep, listening to advises. I  finally came into my senses and realize that you can never please anyone in your life especially your friends. Well, not all of them. Just some. Those are the people that would bring you down and you have to put them aside and just ignore them. You don't have to care about what they say, Just be yourself. People make mistakes, and often don't realize it, like me. Okay well, I have a scenario. Imagine, your friends the ones you can always count on in life.. actually.. bailed on you. Just like that, they stopped talking to you they act as if you're not there and basically they just treat you like a stranger. And of course, if it was you. What would you do?  Play along? Try to fix things? Or just delete them out of your life? After all, it is your life and if there's nothing yo

Saturday, 1 June 2013 For a certain someone,  Ada sebabnya mengapa aku menulis dalam bahasa melayu, bukan hanya  kerana keesokan hari ada peperiksaan gce o'levels tetapi juga aku tidak mahu sesiapa yang berbangsa lain tahu tentang perkara ini. Walaupun, agak kelaka tetapi dengarlah apa yang aku harus salurkan.  Apa yang telah terjadi antara hubungan kami berdua? Adakah engkau kesah jika persahabatan ini ataupun tidak. Aku tahu yang aku ini seorang yang penakut kerana tidak dapat mengatakan kejadian ini berhadapan denganmu. Sebenarnya, aku tidak faham akan kejadian kami. Sebelum ini, awak mengatakan tidak mengapa jikalau aku berbual dengan si dia.. Aku pun mengatakan tidak mengapa kalau awak mahu dengan si dia, (kawan baik awak sekarang) tetapi apabila awak bersama dengan dia, sikap awak terhadapku berubah. Aku hairanlah, jika sebab kebetulan nye tentang ini? Adakah dia telah menyebut perkara yang tidak pasti kepadamu? Yang telah membuat awak berubah? Ataupun kerana awak sebenarnya