Dear diary,

Sunday, 26 January 2013 So here's my second blog post for today. I'd like to dedicate this post to my girlfriends. Each and everyone of them. I know they're having a hard time behind those smiles but i know that deep down there's still that strong side inside of you. You guys do know, I really have a hard time expressing my feelings and sometimes i don't show them at all and I may suck at giving advices but thanks for understanding. hahahahahaa. As the years goes by, I never regretted meeting any of you guys. Up till today, you guys are the only one who never left by my side and I hope it'll be never ending. (the things i blog are words i couldnt say in rl) Jiahwee,  Hey bby. I know you're stalking me right now, right right. hehe, I think i know what had happened but i won't want to mention it here so.. I'm not going to give the usual "cheerup" kinda thing but well.. here it goes. I don't like seeing you sad, I don't li

Sunday, 26 January 2013 Hello, The last time I blogged was about a week ago? oh gosh, February's coming so soon. O'levels so soon, everything's happening in a split second. I'm suppose to be studying but whatever. So i was talking to a Amirah, Just now. It turns out P was hanging out with L, and I'm like as shocked as ever. And oh god the picture they posted, L did change a lot. I'm ashamed of myself for dating a guy like him, the fuck was i thinking? No, Not the looks. It doesn't matter if i were to date him now, and he looks like that but.. His attitude. Is this the part where i realize, He isn't the guy i want to be with..? Guess i didn't know the real side of him, He was just showing me the side i wanted to see, the side which impress me that actually made me feel guilty for sort of leaving him. When all this while, behind my back, when we were together he's already been doing all this shit and I didn't even know. Or is it because he

Sunday, 13 January 2013 Hello there, its been a year since I last blogged eh? haha. I practically have no time, at all. I'm so busy with school. Very busy. Wide awake at 1:37am, doing Amaths. I know right, hard working much? Its almost the second week of school. Things are going smoothly for me, thank god. So last few days ago, Olevel results were given out. It was compulsory for us to seat there and watch them, gosh and I feel so.. nervous all of a sudden. This year, It'll be my turn. Creepy, Scary. Yeah I guess. Most of my seniors were crying.. sigh. Eye candy was behind me, eep. Sat beside Amirah and Atheerah, fangirl with Amirah bout hers. hahaha. Okay anyways, I had CCA on that day itself. The Sec ones are having their cca trial, so.. I made friends with them, such qt pies. Hahaha, and I went back home. Thoughts running through my mind, contemplating whether or not should I ask L about his results. So I asked maybe a few guys for their opinion and they said it'd be