Dear diary,

  Tuesday, 11 February 2014 Day 2 of work. & I'm dead beat. I've to travel to Jurong East for this couple of days for work. Well technically, it's not really work... its uhmm 'training'. They train us first before we get to work in the Airport departure or arriving halls. Looks like I have no choice but get used to it. Besides, I'm going to start school soon and I'll have to travel further. Sigh pie. What to do? I guess it's fate. I'm fated to be in that particular poly(since i never really tell people where i'm posted to) and find... "the one" Well that's what my dad hopes HAHA. I'm just kidding, I made a promise to a certain someone that I won't be in a relationship. I'll see how long that promise would last.  Well, I don't know where to begin. I was scrolling through twitter when I came across a tweet &.. a tinge of sadness swept over me. But I didn't really care because it was just a crush ...

Saturday, 8th February 2014 An incident happened yesterday or shall I say a few hours ago. Nothing 'big', Just something unexpected.. but I swore i could have seen it coming. The guy that I blogged about a week ago? He isn't the kind of guy I thought he was. I admit.. i judged him too quick. But hey, you can't blame me right? thought maybe this time it's going to be different (apparently not). Yeah I was and still am disappointed that he wasn't the guy, I expected him to be, but life goes on. So what exactly happened? We were supposed to hang out today, just me and him. The last time we went out was like a week ago.. and that was a uhm.. super short impromptu kinda thing. We kept postponing the days to meet, sometimes I'll be the one avoiding and then he will.. So I thought maybe today won't be like any other days whereby he has relatives to visit. He told me after work he'd meet up with me & head to the beach. But I got stood up because he...

                        Monday, 3rd February 2014 Season finale of the carrie diaries & can I tell you how sad it is to know Sebastian broke up with Carrie in the end? That sucked. I'm hoping for a season 3. 🙏  Alot has happened this week & the week before. I, I met someone. Someone new, and all I can say is right now. He is my definition of perfect. Why? He's smart, he can draw well, he can play the guitar & not to mention he is amazingly cute. Well basically, he's my "ideal" boyfriend. But to me, he's too good to be true. Usually people would say that you won't get the things you want. For example, my sister wanted a tall man as her husband and she didnt, she got the total opposite. Anyways, this guy. How I met him? If I told you. You'd never believed me because (rarely guys nowadays) would do make this move. So here how it goes,  One fine day, my family decided to go to bedok mall (they've...