thank you.

Tuesday, 9th April 2013
Hey special someone, I know it has been only a month since we've sort-of known each other but thank you though for always trying to be there by my side, cheering me up with the lamest jokes and always making me smile. I'm sorry that i'm difficult to handle always so annoying, a bit- a bit also want to sad and get angry and sometimes (secretly) getting jealous, haha. but just so yknow I guess that's just me feeling insecure, I feel like i'm not good enough and i never will be? I will try my molto best to never give up on us, making our friendship stronger each day. And It's not that i don't trust you, i do i really do. I just.. well. I'm afraid. There are some days when i just get sad, I just think about life then i realize "hey i got you and my friends, i'm not alone" So don't doubt yourself okay?!  And just because of i have 1234567890 friends does not mean they're all my good friend or my true friend right? You're someone i can count on. I know this is  a very short post but hey, our friendship still has a long way to go. I just wanna let you know that, thank you for your great effort. I appreciate it from the bottom of my heart.

&

 Happy one month b g f! :*

 xoxo, zahidah. (awkward hug) \(._.)/

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