Dear diary,

You're not brave if you still keep the text messages. You're not kidding yourself when you 'somehow' end up on his facebook profile. You're not getting better if you still hold onto your photos together. You're not doing what's best for you when you stay up all night thinking about him. You're not going to move on, if you don't even attempt to let go. -tumblr This is whut i basically do. :/

yes i does, you motherfucker hearbreaker. grr, and now whut. You bloody text me asking me if i added your brother? -_- I did, and so? Its not your fucking problem anyways, He's my schoolmate too you know. And yeah, I didnt wanna reply your message why? cause you said, STOP SMS-ING you. so gyea, i did. kbai. Im still practically in love with you . i think alot of people suka kite bersama, :x

Hi, guess whut? today, i dreamt about you. Yes you, again. and again, but it never gets old for me. I kinda enjoy dreaming about you. its not like i wish, you will pop up from my mind. But its already there :/ Magic! hahaha, nahh. I dream, too much about you. About you coming back, and shyt like that. But i hope it comes true :/ i know, you've been watching movies with your girl friend. and stuff, yeahh. You dont even bother about your best guy friend whose been there for you. I mean like, yeah. wtf, k. I dont get it, tak sampai satu month sia. dah gile cam gini, ahahha. we contact quite long uh? tak salah, 5-6months. Like after a month when we came into pingyi sec -_- The stupid orientation. The Student Leader thingy. you message me, asking me for amirah's number. At that point of time, i didnt know you well. That orientation, gyeaa. hahaha, so much memories. We were in the same group, and i dont get why you like me -_- im so kecohh, then again. i asked where he got my number

I seriously mean it, but it looks like i dont mean a thing to you at all :/ HI! :D Um, woke up at one. You know whut i dreamt? I dreamt i was in the scene of a harry potter movie -_- hahahahaha, I was like his girlfriend. Lol, oh and he was there too. So random, HAHAHA. okay, then woke up. Facebook, Tumblr. and shyt, Chatted with ifaaf rifqi and amirah, they were talking about this girl who kinda still likes this boy whose attached with a friend of mine, hahaha. we were bitch talking, oh yeah. So gyeaa, chatted with them all the way. Then i got hungry, went offline. Took bus seventeen to go to Tampines street 21, to eat mama shop. I like the food there, ahhaha. Asked Shaziq to accompany me, he came late -_- cause i gave him the wrong directions. woops. Not my fault. Heh. Went macs after that, shaziq rode his bicycle. Not fair -_- hahahaha, he was sweating like a pig :P dont tell him i call him that. ahhahaha, k. then go mac i ate ice cream, hee. we were talking about some random stuff

okay sorry about the blurr picture but, yeah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR SABRINA BINTE ZAINOL, ✌ i love you nek, youre the best. you give us good advice and always want us to smile, woo. you awesome, hope you last long with Ridha (: k bye, Im sorry i couldnt make it to your party. ): Hope you had fun :D:D

Zahidah's love d: That girl, beside me, who? ohh yeah. Its my dearest baby, Nur Sabrina Binte Najib . yeahh man, she's one awesome lady. hee, wait. girl. hoo. She did well for her psle, better than me. Baikk, jealous ): Hahahaha, she got 205. I got 191. booo, k i know i suck. Well, not only that she's my dearest friend too, Very nice, Very cute and absolutely pretty. heee, fyeah. She's my one and only adek, and i find her very awesome ✌ ohh yeah. hahahah. Some dude, broke her heart like one week ago, pfft. ohh well, whuts done been done, she did the right thing to move on. Im so proud of her (': Well, i hope for the best for her. Hopefully she comes to PingYi. -prays- hee. Ohh yeah, I love her :D Eventhough we met once, and hugged once. She's totally awesome, small and )#&!)!*@!&@)*! cute. :P heeeeee, kla. Im done bye. Oh, fyeah. I love her, she's damn nice i tell you once you get to know her, very humble. huuuuu, she's mine. k bye ✌

Hii! :D okay, today went out with ifaaf and amirah. We all went online at the same time, hee. And we gossip about my-related-someone, she adds like everyone of our friends and like be close to our friends, kebas semua. even amirah's bestfriend, like really? please la, somemore slash for no reason i mean like, she's just seeking attention. please, like whut ifaaf's status says, die better can atleast people will feel your presence. hahahahahaha. okay, so mean. but i think she deserves it. okay so, amirah ajak us to go out today. hee, so we went bugis. I bought my dress, $29.95. Cotton on. hahahaha, im satisfied with it. hahaha, then err, went to bugis street bought this pants ah, dont know what is it called xD hahahaha. and err, ten dollars cotton shirt. to match with my pants, hee. i finished all my money -.- baikk. hahaha, as always we made a nuisance out of ourselves. hoho ^^. okay la. bye, im done. and i love him. kbye. had fun today though, bought many stuff. OHOH wait!

:/ its always like that. Really, i desperately wanna talk to you. But i know i cant ): and thats #)$&@)*#@) sad. Hi! :-) I havent bathe huhu ^^ Yesterday slept at one, now i know why i cant sleep. My sister uh, go take the kipas. panas -_- hahahahhahaha. I've been dreaming about him lately. Hope it comes true though :X heeeee, err. Today going dental center, for my braces thingy. damn, gotta go by myself to outram. Yesterday had tuition, blahblahblah. damn, kept on thinking about him lately. -'- everytime it will POP into my mind, sheesh. klah nothing interesting. byee.

You said, I would forget you so, does that means you will forget me too? ): okayokay, Hi! Pass few days, wait. I think it was on the saturday. Gyeaaaa, saw this hawt dude at popeye's :X hehehe. Really, he looks like justin bieber but cute-er. -melts- && he smiled at me when he was in his cab :Dk dah stop. ahahaha, Had a great time that saturday, :-) went to watch harry potter. Man, so cliffhanger. Ohh well, Gotta watch part two then :D uhm, waiting for 2nd december (; gonna watch the rupunzel thingy with shaziq, then he blanje me swensen d: woo. k now haven bathe, smell totally bachen. But i like, damn later got tuition ): ohh well. yesterday went to buy winter clothes for Beijing trip, ohh gawd had flu. grr -.- k la. bye. Blog soon.

Hii, wake up at about 1245. hehee, Slept at err, 2. Hee. I cant sleep nowadays, sheesh. So i went to sleep, andand I dreamt about him -.- Nightmares, It was kinda funny though. He said, he would come back for me one day ): I wish it will happen :/ Hee. Hmm, Should I wait? grr, Its really killing me -.-" Havent bathe yet d: kbyee, uploading pictures. huhu. uhuh, I miss your hugs :/ Your smell. Belly nice ):

Hi, hello. today? uhm. okay i guess, yesterday slept at three. hee. Sleepless nights, as always. gahh. I've been sleeping late these pass few days. and always texting shaziq, noo -.- we dont have 'something' on. okay, hahahah. Went to tuition, was drenched in the rain. awesome, i know right. Very, dissy :S like ttm. hahaha. then blahblahblah, i was alone. all the way. hahaha, :) kbye. Hey, you! yes you, I miss you. alot. You claimed that i would forget about you. yeahh, i 'would'. I guess, I really wonder how you move on so .. fast? :/

HI . Just open my blog, well. Actually i had a blog since a long time ago, But i lock it up. cause i find it boring, tehee. Then suddenly POOF . im here again (: Tag me to be link-ed up. k? bye, love u.