Dear diary,

& Apparently I did. I don't need any negativity in my life. Not from you guys. Friday, 19 September 2014 These past six month was an eye opener for me. Yes, It's school i'm referring to. I should have learnt my lesson about trust. " Dear me, do not trust anyone. If you want to trust someone, they have to gain your trust." The people I thought I could trust stabbed me behind my back and that's when I realized how gullible I am. There are a few (names cannot be mentioned) that I told myself to stay away from them. Those are the dangerous kind of people.  Its amazing to listen to what people have to say about you, and the best part. The things that aren't true. People just love a juicy gossip huh? You can't always please everyone that's another thing I've also learned. I wouldn't have survived school if it weren't for a great friend of mine, I'm thankful to have met someone like her. It was really unexpected to actually be t

Friday, 11 April 2014 ^ My reaction whenever I hear people talk shit about me ESP at work. Its funny because even I've never heard of it nor have i ever recalled saying it. Its coming to a month since I've worked, and lately things have been really interesting. I've learnt a few things so far like ; to not trust anyone, to be mindful of the things i say. My mistake & atleast I've learnt from it. Never reveal too much about yourself, make it as though you're a mystery that needs to be solved. I won't elaborate much, let bygones be bygones. "After school life, you can never trust anyone"

Friday, 28 March 2014 Hello. Well, yeah. I'm back, after a month. These past few weeks has been really interesting for me lately. If you didn't know, I'm working at Changi Airport, T3 as an Aviation Security Officer (pt) while waiting for poly to start in a few more weeks. It's my first job, and I gotta admit. I actually like my job for a part timer. I always look forward to come to work, but Its so tiring.. to earn your own money. Its such a hassle. I made a lot of new friends, I'll name a few. Eric, Izahan, Evon, Ben, Sye ling, Wendy, Beryl, Boonsing and Xinyu. We're all freaking close during work, its amazing how we can actually stick together. Other than them, I've made... a few other colleague mates that happens to be in the same team as me. I don't know where to begin, currently at work right now. Guys are crushing all over me,are they blind? I'm only considered as average honestly, but i guess they don't see "average" girls

  Tuesday, 11 February 2014 Day 2 of work. & I'm dead beat. I've to travel to Jurong East for this couple of days for work. Well technically, it's not really work... its uhmm 'training'. They train us first before we get to work in the Airport departure or arriving halls. Looks like I have no choice but get used to it. Besides, I'm going to start school soon and I'll have to travel further. Sigh pie. What to do? I guess it's fate. I'm fated to be in that particular poly(since i never really tell people where i'm posted to) and find... "the one" Well that's what my dad hopes HAHA. I'm just kidding, I made a promise to a certain someone that I won't be in a relationship. I'll see how long that promise would last.  Well, I don't know where to begin. I was scrolling through twitter when I came across a tweet &.. a tinge of sadness swept over me. But I didn't really care because it was just a crush

Saturday, 8th February 2014 An incident happened yesterday or shall I say a few hours ago. Nothing 'big', Just something unexpected.. but I swore i could have seen it coming. The guy that I blogged about a week ago? He isn't the kind of guy I thought he was. I admit.. i judged him too quick. But hey, you can't blame me right? thought maybe this time it's going to be different (apparently not). Yeah I was and still am disappointed that he wasn't the guy, I expected him to be, but life goes on. So what exactly happened? We were supposed to hang out today, just me and him. The last time we went out was like a week ago.. and that was a uhm.. super short impromptu kinda thing. We kept postponing the days to meet, sometimes I'll be the one avoiding and then he will.. So I thought maybe today won't be like any other days whereby he has relatives to visit. He told me after work he'd meet up with me & head to the beach. But I got stood up because he

                        Monday, 3rd February 2014 Season finale of the carrie diaries & can I tell you how sad it is to know Sebastian broke up with Carrie in the end? That sucked. I'm hoping for a season 3. 🙏  Alot has happened this week & the week before. I, I met someone. Someone new, and all I can say is right now. He is my definition of perfect. Why? He's smart, he can draw well, he can play the guitar & not to mention he is amazingly cute. Well basically, he's my "ideal" boyfriend. But to me, he's too good to be true. Usually people would say that you won't get the things you want. For example, my sister wanted a tall man as her husband and she didnt, she got the total opposite. Anyways, this guy. How I met him? If I told you. You'd never believed me because (rarely guys nowadays) would do make this move. So here how it goes,  One fine day, my family decided to go to bedok mall (they've never been there before &

                                               Saturday, 25 January 2014 Weekends? I usually don't blog during weekends but something surprising happened today. & I just had to pen down my thoughts. So remember when I said bestfriend couldn't speak to me again? I was wrong. Everything did went smoothly and yeah we're still talking. I'm super glad, I don't ever wanna lose him. Basically, he's like my other half. But the sophisticated-goodie-two-shoes kind, while I on the other hand isn't. We're two different people but we sure can click. Anywhosies, I went for religious class today and he wasnt there. He told me he's going to an it fair at expo cos he needs a new laptop, when all of a sudden I too decided to join in. Besides, it's been weeks since I last saw him (Kinda missed my bff) so I decided that maybe my parents could took me there. Had dinner blablabla, headed to expo and I saw this familiar looking guy from his back. And I knew it

                            Saturday, January 25 2014 Wow, the last time I blogged was a few weeks ago. Time does fly by quickly, its already 1:20am. I think I'm suffering from insomnia (lol), sleeping at 5am in the morning and waking up at 2 in the afternoon. Yes that's basically my daily sleeping routine. 😓 bohoooooo. So what have I been doing staying up all night? Oh simple! Watching sex and the city. I honestly fell in love with their whole series, they're like my love advisers. Yes I know I sound ridiculous but hey, it kinda made me want to change into someone better. Hahahaha.                                          Not only do they give great sex advice but also relationship advices. Yes, I am aware that I am alittle too young but hey it could come in handy for the future(most likely when I'm in my 30s & married) Hehe.  On a serious note, I can't stop thinking about him. Everytime i see him talking to her, being with her, it got me th

                               Friday, 10 January 2014   New year? New start? I dont think so, well thats not what i had planned in mind. As i was just about to say, things are going smoothly with my bestfriends. A new problem has arouse, so basically bestfriend told his mum about what he did yesterday which was hanging out with me. His mum suspects something about him and I don't think she likes it, and the only solution now is for us to stop talking. Completely. Well, in the mean time I hope. But since he's busy with his JC life, and soon I'll be busy with mine. I can safely say, this friendship will remain. I hope . A lot has happened during these past few months, God showed me the right way. The right path of choosing my friends, and now I've learned that no matter how long you've known a person or has been friends for a long and you thought it meant something? Maybe it just means that is its been a long time, and it certainly doesnt mean that they'