Dear diary,

Go with your woodgrove chicks. Two can play it the same game, I got my canberra dudes too. hahahahhahaa, omg zahidah. Dont get yourself started. You dont need to care about him, He's just an ignorant piece of shit who's desperate for girls that could make him steam. LOL. Its not worth crying for someone like you. Douche. Friday, 29 July 2011 OHFUCKYEAH, tomorrow 9month single babies! 3 more months till fucking one year. woo, *dances* Anyways, lets talk about today. So skip everything, I went into the canteen, walking like a boss. The whol group there, stare like nobody's business like that. Even Salman, So yeah. Talked to ben, and when I was hugging ben, I looked at him. He was looking, oops. Awkward, so I pretended to daydream at his direction. So, Assembled at the parade square, me and Amirah were talking about stuffs. And yeah, sat down settled in, turned to my left. YAY! not him. But Salman. hehehe, and then right infront of Jem its him. So clear my view from here, whe...

Yeah man, I mean everytime. When ravi talk to you about me, or stuff like that. You'd be like,"I dont care" But sometimes I wonder if you mean it, or you say it for the sake of it. Right now, I swear I hate this feeling. I mean, its like I care and I dont. I wanna know, but I dont. I wanna love you but I dont. Even when people talk to me about you sometimes, I'd resist myself from uhm feeling that way cause I know I dont. I dont have feelings for you anymore. Thursday, 28 July 2011 Woke up early in the morning today, I was kinda late. hehee, So I walked into school. And daily routine uh, As always. We assembled at the Parade Square today, me and Amirah damn paiseyh go hall. And Bestfriend did the same, I was like, " SEE AMIRAH, even bestfriend blurr like me :P " She was like ==" then, We both laughed. She went to cricket pitch and left me walking alone there. Oh with Danial and Amal. Danial damn cute, He was like. HI! then he wave. He so friendly, and ...

Always. The reason why, Im always smiling. Just because, I still talk about him doesnt mean Im not over it. Well I am, by that I meant. I dont feel anything when he's around. Wednesday, 27 July 2011 Hi! omg, 5 more days till fasting month? So fast. woo, Im gonna pray hard. And hope god grant my wish on that awesum suci month, amin. So early in the morning, I woke up late. Well, still early and I head to McD's at Pasir ris. So in my head while I was in the MRT. Im like, "should I stop at kembangan? but I lazy walk, and I dont wanna bump into him either" So I decided to stop at Bedok in the end. At the canteen, I sat with Meiying and Meiting. So I makan makan my hashbrown, then I talk like nobody's business like that. Then im like, "eh meiying, frog never come right?" she's like, "there~ he just walk pass" We made a burnbook after that, when Ifaaf came. So we went up the hall from the otherside cause Mr.ryan neo was there, hehehe. So go up. T...

Today's the day, that I could proudly say, Im finally over you. I deleted your pictures in my phone, I tear up your timetable, I avoid looking at you and even if I did purposely want to, I feel nothing . fuckyeah, Im superwoman. 25th July, noted. Oh, goodbye. Thian wenwei. I dont deserve this pain, neither the shit you've been treating me. Anyways, I really cant imagine someone having a crush on me, feeling the exact same way just like how I feel towards him. Ironic isnt it? Monday, 25 July 2011 Woke up early in the morning, I had the weirdest dream. hahaha, Nope. Nothing about you. Anyways, took the train to school and shit, Saw zakiyah early in the morning. She stopped at technopark. So reached the school, I came out from the bus I waited for Amirah since she was at the second deck. While I was walking, I saw a fimiliar bag, I turned to amirah. I grab her hand and was like, " OMG AMIRAH LOOK. lol okay nvm, so over it " Inside my heart *wtf? how the hell did he walk ...

One day, you're gonna wake up and find yourself missing me. After reading his messages in facebook, I guess he's reallyreally over me. I mean no feelings or anything, He had like two crushes? Weilin and Angel. What a flirt. hahaha, reminds me of me. I liking Cody and Michele. Whoa, two guys also o.O anyways, Ohyeah wait, he's single. And goodlooking who wont right? No uh, Not jealous or what. I mean, I feel guilty at the same time also, and I feel stupid. Like really stupid, thinking he still likes me or shit. But he doesnt. Its been 8months, zahidah. 8 months, I think i deserve someone better, Its not that I dont want to move on, its just that theres. No one? So im stuck here, with him -.- But nah, Everytime weekends. I'd somehow feel this way, Like Im really over him. I have no feelings for him, He's just a guy I met fall in love, got hurt and Idk. Its gonna stay that way. Im trying to cut down, talking about him. If people is gonna mention his name, or what so ev...

The princess and the frog. The gif seems legit eh? Once upon a time, there was a princess who lived farfar away from her unknown prince. She lived in Pasir Ris while he lived in Kembangan. The two came from two different worlds. He, came from a rich family while she was just an ordinary girl. Lets cut it short, They were both once in love with each other till one day it all came to an end. After a few months passed, being strangers. The year after when both of them turn 14, they happen to always clash in classes, assembly and sometimes it would just happen. Everytime when both of them walk pass each other, the princess and her unknown prince will do whatever it takes to avoid. The end. Thursday, 21 July 2011 Today morning, Woke up. Shit I was late, daddy sent me by car. And im not late. yaay. Zakiyah came back! woo, So yeah, blahblahblah. Assembly, wtf. Him again? shit. Yaay! Im so good at acting that, he didnt notice I even look at him. Amirah turned to me and asked, " why you a...

To the beautiful boy whose heart I broke in October, & I flashed back to when he said, " forever and always " The last one. No more. Lets just hope, you wont fall for another. Because you promised you'd never let go of me no matter what the situation is, because you love me. I hope you still keep that promise within you. & I hope it didnt changed one bit. Cause basically, Im doing the same too. I wont ever love another, unless one day I met someone else whose much better. But if he's still not the one, you'd be my only one. Yknow no matter what happens. I'd never forget you, you'd think it would be easy to but its not really, its not . You told me I would, but how could I if you gave me so much to remember that day. I might say, its his lose. But at the same time, I know its mine too. I miss talking to you 24/7 in texts, I miss your voice. The calls, the lame jokes, the fights, the stupidity we shared. hahaha, I remembered every single thing we h...