stop bitchin, it wont make u any cooler.

nevernevernevernevernever. and please stop bugging shaziq. asking him why i cant let go, i didd nowww. bluekkkkkkkk, moved on. proved you wrong.

HI. dont u ever miss those times? where we will ALWAYS go to airport after school. then, asking shaziq to go infront so that we can have our alone time together. Meeting banjo, going tampines one roof top holding hands, and some other things. u playing with my hair, i lying down on your leg. hmm, thanks to me. i've changed everything ~ i even changed you :/ i blame myself for it. yesssss, okay i get it. i can be the most annoying person you ever met, despite all of our fights. to be truthful you are the best i ever had, i meant. the words i said, im just too insecure. im moving, moving on. being ur friend is all i ever wanted, a normal friend. no fights no nothing, no looking back. just friends, hope you know who u are. xoxo, ((;

omg, i know i sound like a despo freak. urgh, i swear i hope karma hits on him back. hard. so yeah, this post is about yesterday.

21/01/11

woke up early in the morning. went to school alone, blahblahblah. while walking in school, received a text. ohmy! woop ti doo, its from him. i didnt read the whole thing well only the first sentence, somethingsomething. gosh, im so angry, sad idk. like that bloody mixed feelings. dragged my feet to where ben, thila & izak. hugged ben, he asked wad happen. well, of course i didnt want to tell him. hmm, i was blabbering about heh. someone. thila said, zahidah -inserts name- talked to me and asked, for you. i was like really?! OMGOMGOMG, then, at the same time i felt happy,sad,angry. ugrh, i was laughing at the same time pushing izak off the sit. so had art, zakiyah was like half dead there. kesian dia, she's back after her camp. so yeah, had ih then home econs, i asked teacher about that incident, she said she didnt even remember. ohhhhhh wait, and then i knew, he's friend told him. i swear, they all can just gtfo. im so annoyed. oh! and my cooking, taste soo good, izak and wei xiang stole mine ): i cooked alone of course, but msnura helped with some stuff. while waiting for ifaaf, i was waiting outside her door. different class, so adnan came. i open my arms so wide, so that i could pretend hug him. and u know wad?! alen, bastard. he go push adnan, and i ALMOST hugged him. suying and her cliques are like OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO: walao. then yeah, went to trop. omg! its him -.- again. SEE WAD I MEAN, EVERYWHERE. EVERYWHERE ~ he was bitching about me, whoa to his other friends. urgh, wadever. like i give a fuck. then blahblahblah, envi club. while i was inside, -inserts name- came in, in a weird funny way. omg, so cute. hehehe, and then i laughed ifaaf saw it too, she laughed. omg, he so cute, thila thought he wanted to scold me causee of some stupid reason. but too bad he didnt ~~~ he ASKED FOR ME. HOHO, k cannot get over it. k bye.